Understand to satisfy

Even though I have thousands of merits, but you do not love me, this disadvantage makes me unable to convince myself to accept forever. My biggest disadvantage is not selfish or mean, but is obstinate to love a person who does not love me.

Until now I still can not accept this fact, but Blade Soul Gold I know I must accept it. You love him very much, no matter how slighting he treats you. You do not love me, no matter how well I treat you. I find I am just like a clown, but always think that you love me.

I knew you liked to play Pristontale, so I entered into this game without hesitate. I tried my best to help you in this game. I bought Blade Soul Gold  for you; I just wanted to see your smiles. I knew you could not take good care of yourself, so I always phoned you to remind of you some things you should pay much attention to.

You are weak and Blade Soul Gold I am afraid to see you are sick. You always liked to play Pristontale until very late, because of this thing I advised you for many times, but you still insisted on. But I was still willing to accompany with you. I knew you saved my cheap blade and Blade and Soul Gold, you said that you cherished our friendship. I love you also because of your character, simple and pure. Many of my friends asked me to give you up, but I could not.

Gradually I learnt to lower my expectation and understand to satisfy. Imagination is always beautiful, but reality is cruel. I hope I Blade and Soul Gold can give you happiness. I know my feeling will give you much more pressure, so now I have to expect to continue this kind of relationship between us. My requirement is not too extreme, because I am just your common friend. I expect I can do something for you every day.

10:50 PM - 9/7/2010